Well it's been a couple of days since we chatted. So what's new with ? How's the weather in your neck of the woods ? Read any good books lately ? Listened to any good music lately ? More importantly have you hugged your kids today? Your parents ? Your significant other? Your pet ? Yourself ?
As for us I thought we were traded to smooth waters. Sure I knew we had some squalls in the area but the horizon seemed to he clearing. However the universe has it's own plans. It has dumped the perfect storm on us. Frankly considering our predicament we could be angry, sad, overwhelmed, etc...
I'll confess I'm confused and concerned. I'm not a quitter though . I adapt . I will realign my perspective to push through.
This week has been filled with waiting and disappointment , adapting and accepting. I am struggling to vanquish the anguish. I've been struggling with an injury I got at work and the extended drives to the dr only to have looooong fruitless waits. We've hit our hardest times financially which is stretching our emotional well being. All the hoops I jumped through lately took its toll fiscally and physically.
Fortunately we are resilient . We still laugh and read and listen to our happy music. Good ol music therapy. But still we ars looking at losing our humble abode and just about everything else. We still have each other though. I feel so bad for junior mint , his amygdala does not anymore stress.
I don't know, I just don't know. We may have hit our tipping point. This will be a very telling time. I just wonder how do many things out of my control lead me here? I see much meditation & purging in my near future.
Sorry this wasn't more positive folks. I promised to bs honest , no matter how painful it is.
Thanks for reading again today folks.
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