International Day of Peace

Greetings y'all :

I've got a feeling today's journal will be a jumbled up gobbdly gook meandering mish mash with a myriad of mental gymnastics,. A veritable gumbo of thoughts, or not .Lets  see since this bear of very little brains is also scattered brained it doesn't really mater where I start since I'm already  typing . 

I hope everyone is well since we  last met.  We are doing what we do best, bobbing and weaving , adapting and moving forward . Junior Mint , in Junior Mint fashion , has had his ups and downs.but mostly up. He's still struggling self control and letting others take the lead . He's got great classroom support and help from his school. It's up to him to believe in himself. 

I've entered a new phase of my life. I've found a woman who is a strong partner and who accepts both of us . She has bonded  with him , to the point that he opens up to her. She is nonjudgmental and intuitive. She put her lovely finger on his problem - he's not a pain , he's in pain . I cried when she said that because I knew it , one other person sees it and now her.

 My heart aches for my son . He wants to  bare his soul but is scared at how much it hurts to do so.  It helps growth but is extraordinarily painful to open wounds and cleanse them.  I hate seeing him hurt but he must face his pain and own it to dispel it. 

I don't know , I just don't know .   I know I have a great boy and a good woman . Makes me feel blessed . 

Have a peaceful Autumn. 

Thanks for reading again .